Lyrics for this week.

Talk to Me
Nirvana (Outsecticide)

Shake it down easy, shake it down sleazy, come on
Shake it down easy, shake yourself, Suzy, come on

Don't let me detain you
Try to ride along
Don't you lie, knowing
I am not sad
I am not silly
I am not chippin'
I am not chippin' away

Talk to me
In your own language, please
In your own...
Talk to me
In your own language please

Shake it down easy, make it sound seamy, doll man
Make it sound now, make it full house, sad man

Leader of the band
Makes a mental hell
I won't weather it well
Well I never
Saw it with my arm
Paint it with my heart
Paint it with my eyes and make it right

Talk to me
In your own language, please
In your own...
Talk to me
In your own language please

Lay down easy, lay it down seamy, sad man
Lay down easy, lay it down seamy, sad man

You don't want to hear this
Nothin' but a whore
I will play the leader
With pain
Now you know I'm needy
Lay them down easy
Lay them down easy

Talk to me
In your own language please

Rape Me
Nirvana (In Utero)

Rape me
Rape me, my friend
Rape me
Rape me, do it again
I'm not the only one? [4x]

Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me, my friend

I'm not the only one? [4x]

My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You'll always stink and burn

Rape me
Rape me, my friend
Rape me
Rape me, do it again

I'm not the only one? [4x]

RAPE ME! [15x]

its now a few months since my b-day…and what have i learned about life?

its been a busy few months, but i won't make excuses, i just didn't feel like posting here. i really didn't feel like communicating much, since most of the business during this time was less than stellar.

besides alanis morrisette lyrics, what have i really learned lately? hmm.

i've learned that even i have limits to the amount of bullshit i can put up with.

i've learned that i accumulate 'emotional baggage' in key areas of my lifestyle, and that this 'baggage' negatively affects my behavior and beliefs.

i've learned i need to be more careful about incurring emotional baggage, especially in the corners of my life i travel to during times i seek relief and retreat from drama.

i've learned emotional baggage piles up when i allow myself to stay in situations where i am taken advantage of and allow others to behave poorly towards me repeatedly. it also accumulates in places i allow people too far into my life when they have no business being there. it can also appear in nooks where i overcommit myself to projects i don't really care about.

and finally, i've learned that even though i may not have control over some things in my life, i should exercise the control i do have in other important life areas where lack of control and decision making prove draining, time wasting, and counterproductive.

my current life/living semester consists of these lessons. better late than never.